IF ONLY I COULD TELL YOU by Hannah Beckerman – Spotlight & Giveaway



I’m thrilled to announce one of the recent book of the month club choices is a novel that I want to shout about from the hilltops. Hannah Beckerman is a British author I’d never heard of before, but I’m sure that’s going to change for a lot of readers. After reading her novel, IF ONLY I COULD TELL YOU (WilliamMorrow) there’s a lot that makes me excited for her next book.

“I just wanted you two to be sisters again. That’s all I’ve ever wanted. Can you try and do that for me? Please?” IF ONLY I COULD TELL YOU

Sisters and secrets, I couldn’t wait to jump into Hannah Beckerman’s novel. It was an easy choice because it has such a lovely cover. But it takes more than that to glue one to the pages until the very end.

Audrey’s family has fallen apart. Her two grown-up daughters, Jess and Lily, are estranged, and her two teenage granddaughters have never been allowed to meet. A secret that echoes back thirty years has splintered the family in two, but is also the one thing keeping them connected.

As tensions reach breaking point, the irrevocable choice that one of them made all those years ago is about to surface. After years of secrets and silence, how can one broken family find their way back to each other?

After years of misunderstandings and secrets, a miracle happens. One that left me crying and wanting more …


When I was a child, my mum used to take my brothers and me to the local library every Wednesday. We’d be allowed to spend hours (or, at least, what seemed like hours to a four or five or six-year old) to browse the shelves and then we’d pick our six books to take home that week. Six books a week, every single week for as long as I can remember. That’s how my love of books and of stories began.

A decade or so later and still a lover of stories, I read English at King’s College London and the spent a further year at Queen Mary and Westfield reading for an MA in Literature.

I had no idea what I was going to do next, except that I knew I wanted it to involve story-telling. So I wrote dozens of letters to newspapers, film companies, publishing houses and television broadcasters asking for work experience opportunities. I still have a very big folder of rejection letters. But one day the BBC called and asked if I’d like to come in for a fortnight to help out in the Arts department – the department that made all of my favourite programmes about books, films, theatre and art.

Those two weeks turned into seven years. I interviewed authors, musicians, artists, actors and directors, all the time figuring out ways to tell their stories to a television audience. And when the BBC decided to launch a national reading campaign, I came up with the idea for The Big Read  – a vote on the nation’s favourite novel. It turned out to be the biggest literature project the BBC had ever undertaken and was awarded the prize for ‘Innovation in the Book Industry’ at the British Book Awards. More importantly, thousands of people up and down the country got involved in reading projects.

A seven-year professional itch saw a move to Channel 4 to launch More4 and commission documentaries for the new channel, and then to the Discovery Channel in America to oversee History and Science programmes.

Then in 2009 I took a leap that some thought brave and others thought impetuous. I’d fallen in love with a British diplomat who was being posted to Bangladesh for two years and so I did what any self-respecting, romantic lover of stories would do: I upped sticks and followed him to Dhaka, where I spent two years running a Friday night TV show for the BBC (in Bengali, a language I couldn’t speak then and still can’t now).  It was an adventure that enabled us to travel all over the world, from China and South-East Asia to the Middle East and the most southern tip of South America. And it was an experience that confirmed, once and for all, that the voice buzzing in my head telling me to pen that novel I’d always wanted to write just wasn’t ever going to be silenced. Thus The Dead Wife’s Handbook was born.

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The Bangladeshi adventure was a story with its own very happy ending: the diplomatic boyfriend is now my husband and we live in London with our daughter. My second novel, If Only I Could Tell You, will be published by Orion Books in February 2019, and I’m currently writing my third, for publication in Spring 2020. And I spend a lot of time, every day, sharing the magic of books with our little girl.

So, as you can see, it’s always been about stories. And I hope it always will.

Thanks to William Morrow and Book of the Month club, we have one copy to giveaway. Just tell us the best novel you’ve read about sisters. We’ll announce a winner soon. Good luck.

GIVEAWAY: USA only please.


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57 thoughts on “IF ONLY I COULD TELL YOU by Hannah Beckerman – Spotlight & Giveaway

  1. My first thought about a story about sisters was Little Women though it was so much more. I have 2 sisters and we have our own story 😃 This book sounds very good!!

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  2. Such Devoted Sisters by Eileen Goudge. It was about chocolate makers and I craved chocolate the whole time I was reading it!🤣❤🍫🍫🍫

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  3. Just read The Quilter’s Apprentice by Jennifer Chiaverini.. So sad that sisters could become estranged until it is too late to reunite.

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  4. I really liked the Wednesday Sisters. The women aren’t genetically related, but they’re a group of neighborhood women who chose each other as sisters, and they filled that role for each other.

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  5. Hi, this book sounds like a very good read, I would Love to read it. I love the cover, it is beautiful. Little Women would have to be one of the books about sisters and also Little House on the prairie, I have the series, which I have passed down to my granddaughter. Thank you so much for sharing your book review. Have a Great rest of the week. God Bless you.

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  6. Oh my, there are several. Ones that come to mind (I can’t name just one) are The Wednesday Sisters by Meg Waite Clayton, The Wartime Sisters by Lynda Cohen Loigman and The Nightingale by Kristin Hannah.

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